Straight from the heart

She called again..."why she always keep coming back",reciprocated my mind, may be that's my perception. She was 'just' a friend, that just was unjust.....i wanted it to be more, much the same way all men do.But i couldn't utter a word, of course not when she was in frame.....But i was cool with it, since i had a great quality that men have-it is all handled and its all cool. I am single and i am 'cool' about it.
Perhaps I also featured in one of the probable list made by our gang mates,which enlisted all of us who will remain single till marriage knocks them. These lists somehow manage to find me, it did once in school too. They know me better, better than i thought but still a trifle away from my actual being. I must be sounding random but its all from the heart. Hey! friends you all are awesome and the guys who have just found cure to their so called solitude (females of course), I AM JEALOUS.....lol.